im backkk


so i know its been like foreverrrrr, but im here now so lets get this post started :p

everything is soooooo intense right now its so crazy, as soon as i get close to someone, somehow they disappear from my life. i should be sad about this but i somewhat feel numb to it. my ex is a douche.. no surprise there (but then again i wont deny that i wasnt being a bitch either) he was just so goddamn clingy…. cant we ever find a balance?!

my friends leaving for good and i know im gonna miss him :[ i just hope we can still keep in touch somehow..

my parents have been gone for a week now and i miss them.. but it doesnt feel different not having them around anymore, even though i know ill be happier once theyre back home (which would be tmr morning!)

i hope this new hobby keeps me entertained and busy until i find out whatthefuck im going to do with my life haha

untill then.. lets smoke some w33d :]

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