December 2011
6 posts
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omfg >_ →
mmm yuhhhh →
Christm(y)ass
So tis the season to be jolly ?
…………. I don’t think so. ha.
* Once again, I really do hate packing, but I’m so curious to what lies ahead 45 minutes away from my reality.
September 2011
5 posts
im backkk
so i know its been like foreverrrrr, but im here now so lets get this post started :p
everything is soooooo intense right now its so crazy, as soon as i get close to someone, somehow they disappear from my life. i should be sad about this but i somewhat feel numb to it. my ex is a douche.. no surprise there (but then again i wont deny that i wasnt being a bitch either) he was just so goddamn...
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November 2010
1 post
wowwieee
So I havent been on this thing in years it seems…
Im gonna start posting moreee, I def should :p ahh okay time for an update!!
- I got a new car!!! a white 2002 Toyota RAV4 i lovess it, except for when it freaks out on me (thats getting fixed tmr at 10 though so its all good)
- I have a new boyyy :p Bradley! hes pretty much the sweetest cutest little thing ever! He makes me happyy :D...
February 2010
1 post
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January 2010
2 posts
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UGGGHHHHHHH
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i FUCKING need Help.
December 2009
2 posts
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Why is everything constantly changing? cant something just stay the same… for some reason im always left behind. every time even when im the one thats always trying to be there. for some reason im…
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I used to feel good during the winter, you know? It was a beautiful time, everything good happened during the winter. But now im just depressed… i always want to stay home by myself, be alone, i…
October 2009
2 posts
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I dont think ive been this giddy and happy in like monthsssss
Who would have thought fatty would bring me someone like that? And who would have thought id actually fall for him?
The world works in mysterious waysss :] but who am i to complain?! im pretty smitten i must say :p <3
Quick Update!
- I feel really involved in school lately, idk if i like it or if im getting really stressed out…
- Fall is amazing, i cant wait for winter!
- I met the cutest guy, hes irish japanese hawaiian and german! crazy right?!
- Im not going to the homecoming dance or game
- I hate being a football girl. It sucks.
- I have to write a paper over my dad… this should be very interesting
-...
September 2009
2 posts
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every time this happens i feel so nauseated… i cant help it i feel like throwing up or passing out or something i just get so sick to my stomach.. i dont know i just.. i dont feel so good.. not…
August 2009
4 posts
Thoughts
So lately ive been having alot of mood swings :/ i wanna talk to you. i dont ever wanna talk to you again. i wanna try harder to make our friendship better, or i could give a flying fuck about it. I blame it on my period for the most part but it makes me wonder.. why is everything always such a big deal? I mean for example… so what ive had a boyfriend every year since junior high? it doesnt...
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BAD
- School is in like… 2 weeks and 3 days :[
- Im feeling super nostalgic lately :/.. I really miss Zach and its been killing me
- My best friend isn’t talking to me.. idk what the fuck has gotten into him but I havn’t heard from him in like.. a month
- My plans keep getting screwed over
- My rubber bands hurt my mouth :[
- I have absolutely no money and I keep getting...
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Past Midnight
So I’ve been having the weirdest fucking dreams ever lately….
theyre odd.. and strangely the same at the same time! its so crazy
i never have dreams like this well… not exactly you know? its just so weird its all the same fucking things and i dont know if its supposed to mean anything :/
well anyway its 2:27 am and im downloading songs onto my new limewire im scared ill get...
July 2009
5 posts
confusion
It seems like im always confused about something ….
this time its boys again :/ i just Do Not understand them i dont get what theyre trying to say its not like i even get any obvious hints i just get little tiny details of hints which is so frustrating
For example.. lately ive been noticing some difference in the treatment brandon gives me if that makes any sense.. i mean its nice hes not...
As of late..
So Julians an asshole forrrr sureeee!
im so done with him its kinda ridiculoud actually ha. i wanna get back at him but sometimes i feel like that would be too imature or something, which reminds me.. i was at work today [well last night] and Kevin [julians best friend] was like hey you know what i think would get julian really mad? and i was like what? and he was like if we hooked up. and he...
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why am i always juggling between two guys? cant we just get our emotions and wants straight here so i know who to pick? ugghhhblahhlkgjdksgjs yea..
stressed
I really need to tell you how i feel..
its just been bugging me not knowing what may/could happen you know?
i just wish i had the guts to do it :/
June 2009
3 posts
Julian →
I miss you pretty badly.. and a month (make that 2 months- yea thanks babe i love you too…) just seems so far away i dont know if i can even do this.. im really mad that you put me in this position :[ why did you have to do that to me? its so unfair :/ …
Ive loved this song for far too long :]
wow.
Im officially a senior….
its actually pretty scary :/ i dont know if im getting enough credits and if ill graduate and all that shit ah its so scary thinking in just ONE year ill be living on my own….
updates:
im getting another job most likely at earthbound if not that then maybe aerie or best buy
MY CAR IS FIXED!!!!!!
julians coming back sometime in july :] im sort of excited...
May 2009
2 posts
Update
- Schools out in 3 days!!!!!
- Im starting on my room pretty soon :]
- Im totally and positivley DONE with psychology!
- Ill never have to see Mrs. Nyberg again
- I finished my chemistry review thanks to Danielle :]
- Me and Zach are … i dont even know but its good :] <3
- Julian asked me out ; i said no cus of the army
- Were getting another car
- Im actually saving up again...
enlightened
So im feeling pretty good :]]]
i guess im just going to work on turning some extremely good advice into reality hahah
everythings so interesting, everyday i learn something new about myself and the people around me, ive learned that to live how you want to live no matter what is the most important and first followed aspect of life then its to follow your dreams and have fun dont take things too...
April 2009
11 posts
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“It is more blessed to give than to receive.”
– Acts 20:35
Roller Coaster
Why do i keep tricking myself to think otherwise?
Its so obvious that i like him.. so why do i keep saying “im so over it” or “i just know it wont work out” or “nah i dont even think i like him anymore, i like ———”
Its so not true… because everyday i see him, everytime i hug him every word i say to him just draws me closer and closer...
bad boys, bad choice
why do i always go for the bad boys?
i mean… theyre hot sure, but i dont belong with them, im not that kind of girll agghhh
im so jealous of everyone lately, all their lives seem so complete.. everyone is like either dating someone or they have a boyfriend and its all dandy
i feel left out :[ i want a good boyfriend.. but somehow i just always get mixed up with the wrong crowd and fall...
different
everything is different.
people, places, attitudes, things
just everything…
life is different and i dont like it this way.. i miss people
i feel replaced, i just feel so freaking alone all the time..
and instead of using my alone time to get homework and all that crap done … i just dont i cant
i feel like ive lost so many of my friends and i have no idea why…
2 of my good...
“It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day...”
“what does the 0 say to the 8?”
“Nice belt! :p”
HAHAHAHAHAHA”
– Sarah Rhea Bartholomew
crazy weekend :p
SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love weddings i love persians! and i love fast cars.
ugh i wish i had a fast car :[ the ones i like dont even cost much! its just the insurance thats high :/ its not fair that my brother gets a freaking nissan 240SX and i get a suzuki aerio ! AND THEN he gets a freakin 350Z and i cant even have my car all to myself :[ i have to share it with my mom while...
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crowded thoughts
Lately it seems like i just cant make up my mind. Or atleast figure out what im looking for [if im even looking at all..?!]
i mean ive always been the type to be interested in multiple guys, just having my variety and keeping things simple. But lately… its been so different. I still have a few in mind but i dont know what i want at all. I mean theres always b but then i dont know :/ im not...
March 2009
11 posts
Slow Dance written by a girl with cancer
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don’t dance so fast. Time is short. The music won’t last Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie...
My dad
Is offically on my hate list.
I just hate the way he is with me.. he can be so terribly mean sometimes and expects SO much out of me… I feel like i would never ever live up to his expectations and that im never good enough.. like im a disgrace to the family. And he said ” the day i have to come to YOU for help is the day id kill myself “…. like really dad..? really? can i...
My favorite song lately <3
“Two guys, 300 girls. You do the math”
– Fired Up